Christian is running late because his ride from college, went about an hour out of their way--So cute. :) Just have to add that at 20, he still doesn't have a driver's license. Actually, that's not a bad thing.
Now, I have to apologize about leaving y'all hanging with what happened next. You can go grab your popcorn now!
All of this is directly from my journal, written on THAT day.
First of all, a bit of background. All of the lines about his work were entirely bull shit. He works for a small software development company in NJ--nothing to do with any doctors. He always claimed to be "very successful and self employed." Also not true, but I just went along with it. As a matter of fact, when we first met, he wasn't employed at all! We also had a lot of very personal conversations where he was much more connected to me--but here, he was plainly stressed out and in need of a "fix."
schadenfreude big time!
Two can play this game. However, I wasn't really taking pleasure, I was just attempting to even the playing field. Attempting, I might add. There is no evening, with someone like this.
From his standpoint, a friend of his partners, (he thought) had just, only three hours earlier, SAW him on an internet site looking for sexual encounters. He didn't know what on earth that woman was going to do. Live cannon. She could've gone directly to Dee to tell her what was up. Of course, all of that only adds to the enjoyment, the danger, the risk, the anxiety--- . He thrived on that--- A sign of escalating disease---for as with any addictive substance, it takes more and more to achieve the same high as the body adjusts to each level.
Later that evening, I found that Dee had posted a comment about a couple of pics of J and their cute doggie on fakebook. Please make note of the time.
I wonder how adorable she would've thought he was had she known that he was conversing online, at that VERY moment, with a woman that he wanted in THEIR bed?
--J wrote me as always:
xoxoxo
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:13:10 PM): hey.. i get most of my jobs from my web site anyway
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:13:15 PM): whats the difference?
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:13:17 PM): yes
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:13:22 PM): your right
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:13:33 PM): some of my very nicest clients too!
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:13:50 PM): so.. how r u doing?
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:14:17 PM): just busy and frustrated
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:14:22 PM): but good thanks
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:14:29 PM): wink
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:14:34 PM): so enigmatic J
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:14:38 PM): LOL
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:14:42 PM): man of mystery
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:14:49 PM): not really
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:14:52 PM): lol
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:14:58 PM): just crazed
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:15:13 PM): still going to NJ?
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:15:15 PM): trying to find a couple for us
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:15:21 PM): yes
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:15:25 PM): NJ
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:15:30 PM): not today though
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:15:32 PM): hope thats going well, whatever it is
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:15:45 PM): it is
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:15:50 PM): great!
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:17:16 PM): Yeah it is--just lots of quotes and dealings and need to move forward with closings
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:17:32 PM): contracts signed but going ok
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:17:44 PM): is this something new or with ur present thing with the doctors
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:18:10 PM): Yes--but dealing with prospects on closing there procedures
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:18:19 PM): it's ok though
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:18:36 PM): might have another opportunity though with a group
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:18:59 PM): of Dr's
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:25:32 PM): anyway
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:25:36 PM): eyes rolling
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:26:40 PM):
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:27:13 PM): I have to go to W hartford tomorrow
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:27:18 PM): small job
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:27:33 PM): good
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:27:45 PM): but.. i need some more and soon!
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:28:06 PM): I know---me too
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:28:13 PM): eyes rolling
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:28:31 PM): lots of people r suffering now
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:28:36 PM): but...
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:28:56 PM): seek and pusue
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:28:57 PM): i have though a lot about what u said the other day
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:29:03 PM): pursue
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:29:12 PM): no matter what.. i have to be able to support myself
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:29:28 PM): I know--important
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:29:35 PM): that will put me in the right place
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:29:45 PM): yes Lexie it will
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:30:16 PM): ugh.. Adam is such a big problem right now too
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:30:33 PM): he's refusing to go for his treatment at 4 winds
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:31:20 PM): u know that old axiom?
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:31:29 PM): God only gives u what u can handle?
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:31:39 PM): well.... its a crock of shit
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:32:48 PM): Errrr
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:32:55 PM): bad boy
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:33:06 PM): yeah.. beat the shit out of him...lol
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:33:09 PM): damn
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:33:36 PM): he needs to be on meds
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:33:41 PM): doctor is on vacation
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:33:46 PM): I know
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:34:08 PM): well.. we'll get through it
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:34:20 PM): yes you will
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:34:25 PM): xoxoxo
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:34:31 PM): thanks sweetie
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:34:39 PM): kisses r always appreciated
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:34:41 PM): and hugs too
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:34:48 PM): indeed
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:34:48 PM): kiss
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:34:49 PM): hun
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:35:24 PM): i do want to see u might be tough do at my place now though
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:35:44 PM): hope u understand
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:36:09 PM): we need a hot couple to host--lol
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:36:42 PM): well.. of course J.. look, the last thing i want is for you to take any kind of risk
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:36:57 PM): thanks hun
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:37:16 PM): did something change?
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:38:42 PM): No--just coordinating
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:39:00 PM): yeah
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:45:00 PM): anyway
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:45:04 PM): eyes rolling
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:45:16 PM): lol
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:47:26 PM): u need to get rich and then have a secret place
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:47:44 PM): lol
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:49:07 PM): but even when you're going out.. sometimes, must have to make something up
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:49:21 PM): do u have a friend that covers for you?
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:49:31 PM): LOL
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:49:50 PM): Just going out
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:49:52 PM): i can't tell u how many times.. i've said "going out with Elaine"
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:50:03 PM): If you can leave now we could have some fun
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:50:06 PM): and that suffices..
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:50:10 PM): kiss
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:50:23 PM): what? u don't say that!
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:50:38 PM): I am being serious--can you?
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:50:45 PM): oh me????????
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:50:58 PM): who else
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:51:04 PM): oh.. i misunderstood
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:51:21 PM): misread it
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:51:23 PM): come by for a few for us to play and release
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:51:29 PM): kiss
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:51:30 PM): oh J...
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:51:51 PM): i want to.. but i can't on such short notice
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:51:57 PM): I know
Prima Ballerina (2/19/2009 5:51:58 PM): Sam is driving back from Philly
bottman30 (2/19/2009 5:52:07 PM): ok--I understand
Let's see now... It took him all of 15 minutes to go from telling me that he couldn't see me at his place anymore, to practically begging me to come over---To his home, where THREE hours earlier, a woman who knows his partner saw him on lava life, looking for sex.
Of course, for once, only *I* knew the real truth.
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